You know sometimes I regret having a fast temper... not too often really, because usually almost invariably once I stop venting my spleen it is gone. I am no longer mad, whatever it is is history with me, and within 24 hours it is ancient history. The downside to this is I have on occasion gotten to venting my spleen without thinking things all the way through. What this leads to is me being all pissy about something that makes no sense. Like say being angry about asking the wrong person for information and then not getting it. Well DUH....ask the right person, get a prompt answer. The worst part is when I have done the same dumb thing multiple times been told at least twice that it was dumb.. and I keep doing it. Some days I wonder if I am even trainable. On the up side I got yelled at. Well as close as one can get in e-mail anyhow, and that usually gets through my skull. If not, and you know what I am talking about, and those who know what I did dumb probably do, and you see me being an idiot again can you at least remind me I am doing things the hard way again before I waste a bunch of time and piss people off while getting angry myself again? Please? I don't want to keep fouling up.
notes from the frontier of boredom
the semi-lucid ramblings of a person on the frontier of boredom without anything to do, and without any meaningful direcion. I love my job. Since I started working here I figured I'd spend the next 30 years doing the same thing. My free time is eaten up. I still don't really have much of a life, but I'm busy and it looks like fun.

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