Everything is going good right? I just finished my last day at my old job. I have a week in which to pack up the house. I have someone coming to look at it Sunday afternoon. I start a great new job on the 22nd. Why is it I am not happy. Why is it I have gotten to the point where I don't even feel like performing basic tasks like tooth brushing? One would think I should be happy. I'm not. I am just sad and lonely, and I don't want to be around people. Yeah parse that I dare you.

Lonely...but anti-social. Been thinking about this for a bit now. I think it is that being social leads me to realize how bored and lonely and overwhelmed and fried I am the rest of the time. So talking to people, and being with them is harder than being alone. See LT return to hermit state. I am even dreading the limited social interaction that is the AI staff meeting tomorrow.

I was happy for a bit today. Yesterday I got a huge bunch of balloons from the guys in the leper colony. I got taken out to lunch, and dinner. Today the fine folks in C1 threw a party for me, and everyone brought chocolate including cherry filled lindt, and the mega whitman's sampler, along with lots of other neato chocolate things, and a really scary chocolate covered egg roll. That was fun I am really going to miss the folks I worked with. I hope my new coworkers are half as weird.